What feeling is this?!

What feeling is this which is very hard to describe earnestly as there is a great sense of pain,where?!hm is it in heart ,body or mind don't know.Maybe its in body after all sitting many hours idle wasting time by only gazing at some distant horizon one is bound to get some cramp sooner or later.Maybe its the heart,the feeling that runs like a wild fire which destroys the calmness of the silent forest all of a sudden.Maybe its the Mind,which is bent upon creating this perfect set of hallucinating images which makes you feel either very composed or very fidgety. Or maybe this is the work of the so called inner consciousness. Your conscience is telling/urging you to take this matter for once into the VIP section of your minds library.Even though if all goes well you might end up feeling a little foolish and also a considerable bit chirpy too.And if it gets horribly wrong then it pains you even more than u would feel when get hit by a piercing bullet ,(for after a bullet hit you cleanly u won't feel anything expect dying )for this one shatters your mental confidence once and for all.When a guy who has never experienced this feeling ever in his pre-post teen years either by being too mature enough or plain immature,starts to experience this feeling firsthand then from his point of view the world scenario changes completely.They say if a have true feeling for someone then explain this to that person either plainly or by the virtue of some tricky method.Girls usually prefer the tricky method to the overtly plain method which are rather used by the boys who being the proud species of 'dumbos' planet prefer plain case better.This feeling is called Love,the most powerful emotion that has always been mankind source to tons of hidden power.Being in love man does various things which under condition he wouldn't even bother to do.The feelings of frustration,angst,sympathy,empathy,anger,tenderness,cool,arrogant all these vary range of emotions show up when the Cupid's arrow strike.While some will have jolly tempo during this time, others will in a rebellious mood and the left out percentage of people will be Inna state of klutziness ,24/7 all period of the year until they confess or realize it and make amend to it. Doing so your inner satisfaction will remain with you like a loyal pet and if the scenario is different then you have a feline creature for a pet.'Once bitten twice shy' is the said proverb anyway. Strangely funny/weird stuff happens when you encounter this feeling,you feel that if only you could just hold that hand of hers or vice verse and spend some quality time star gazing and there would be no disturbance around then you feel like you are at the top of world.You feel a strange longing for that person who isn't even a member of your family ,yet you take this as mission to make that person one.They say 'Love=Rose' as both of come with certain thorns, so considering some amount pain is apt and reasonable.But then again,what if you can't no matter what ,find any courage in confessing this person your feeling, or out of the fear of getting rejected you go back into that previous state of shell,or what if the thing that you fear most is the aftermath of this.If this the case then it will become unbearable totally as the emotion of deep frustration sweeps you completely and you get completely clean-bowled 'OUT' in it.But if one does manage to survive this great trail then consider yourself a 'champion' for conquering this perilous task of tower forever and in more often than not case this world will start to look like a better place to live in.

fin.