'I' - A Random Thought

"I"as we know is the 9^Th letter of the alphabet ,and yet for some reasons remains a rather curious one letter out of the rest. I is curious because it is the only letter in the entire alphabet series which describes the nature of mankind's first and foremost rule above all,you may call it a motto”I, ME and MYSELF” . Everything a man does is for the betterment of I. It may be in a collective sense or rather in the selfish sense,but till this date it has not disappeared from the nature of man. History alone bares witness of the fact that for the better need of I what many things have human did ,does and will continue doing. May be he does this out of necessity,envy,pride,jealousy,honor,valor,courage etc maybe........that may be the reason ,yet one cannot help but think why...?!!why do things happen the way they do,why can't anybody predict the future happenings which might cause grave calamities. The truth is ........sadly we don't know ........Never has ever I came to realize this matter. And rather correct term might be.....I doesn't bother with thinking these matters.......because he thinks its a waste of a matter. But that fortunately or Unfortunately has not been the case with me the I. Because I have always been thinking about only one thing what is the I in me or what is the difference between I and me. Is there any answer?? .......no idea man......guess only guess can work in this matter. So then my guess is that both the I in me and the me in I are different almost like say YIN and YANG . One is positive i.e.YANG (Black) and one is negative i.e. YIN (White). Now I know the general definition of YIN and YANG that is said Black i.e.YANG represent negative and YIN i.e. White is positive. But I beg to differ simply because always its said that something which is positive shows itself truly and something which is negative does not reveal itself. And also positive will always be in minimum it will not remain visible and the only part visible in ' YIN and YANG ' in the Black part and also the fact had it been not drawn it may not have been visible. Thirdly I in me and me in I are just two sides of the coin. Both think differently for a solution at the same time but accepts the others action/decision if he finds his own action's unsatisfactory. But make no mistake both I and me are great friends for we share the same body. That is I and me are both a direct reference to mind and heart feeling which only I ('animal') enjoys . Human and Beast ,when you combine these two unique force ,you ultimately get a unique mythical creature by the name of 'CENTAUR'.Man up to torso and below torso the beast. For I everything has to be just right. I should get my all wishes in to the bag of endless wishes. Wishes may never end for I but it will always end for me in I as mortal is me and immortal “I”.

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